Even though, I feel absolutely fine, there's somewhere inside where I perceived exactly the opposite. This is where I get frustrated, because it's very difficult to express one's (or my) awareness.
一体何なんだろう？！この病気「脳出血」とは別にどこか何かがおかしい…もしかしたら、原因は「脳出血」かもしれないが、それだけではなく、あたかも私の頭に唯一残っているネジが数本壊滅状態になっているのかも知れない？！それとも、精神状態までおかしいのか？！
最近は文庫本も読んでない。漫画本さえ手に取らなくなった。活字はあんなに好きなのに…せっかく読めるようになったのに…(左脳が壊滅状態になったのに、なぜか幸運にも、書けて読めるようになってしまった)。
Perhaps, I made need to take a short break for all those stufft that I currently do. Well, the sad thing is that I honestly don't know how.
MK
03:50
2021/07/09
P. S.
今日の映画🎥は；
'THE BLIND SIDE' 2009 SANDRA BULLOCK
"With men this is possible, with God all things are possible."
雨の中寒空で、短パンとTシャツのみで歩いている主人公、BIG MIKE 又は MIKE ORER。
SANDRA BULLOCK: What is he wearing? It's freezing. What's his name again?
息子: Big Mike.
SANDRA BULLOCK: Where is he going?
お父さん: (車の窓を開けながら) Hey, Big Mike. Where you headed?
BIG MIKE: Gym.
お父さん: Go ahead.
SANDRA BULLOCK: (ちょっと時間をあけて) Turn around.
SANDRA BULLOCK: Big Mike! Stop the car. Big Mike. Hey. My name's Leigh Anne Tuohy. My kids go to Wingate. You said you were going to the gym?
MIKE BIG: うなずいただけ…
SANDRA BULLOCK: School gym's closed. Why were you going to the gym? Big Mike, why were you going to the gym?
BIG MIKE: Because it's... It's warm.
SANDRA BULLOCK: Do you have anyplace to stay tonight?
BIG MIKE: 「ある」と、クビを縦にふった。そうすると；
SANDRA BULLOCK: Don't you dare lie to me.
BIG MIKE: 「無い」とクビを横にふった。
SANDRA BULLOCK: ...
お父さん: I've seen that look many times. She's about to get her way.
SANDRA BULLOCK: Come on. Come on. SJ, make room. Get inside. Come on.
お父さん: Where are we going?
SANDRA BULLOCK: Home.
何事もなかったかのごとく、お母さんは自宅へみんなを誘導した。ここから、"BIG MIKE"と白人の家族との生活が始まるのだ！
