「最近なんだかへんだな…」

熱も無いし具合が悪いわけでもないが、なんだか調子がわからない！！季節の変わり目に起こることはたまにあるが、それでもいつもと若干違う。嫌な雰囲気だ。まさか、天災……

Forget about it!!! Let's discuss something positive. However, is there any? Not to my knowledge, none whatsoever.

At least, there is an anti-virus even in Japan now. Thus, let's spread them around the country as soon as possible. I'm not talking about the foreign made medicine, but the domestic one! Furthermore, I don't trust foreign products (unless they are thoroughly tested, tested, and tested).

MK
23:40
2021/04/20

"Good Night"

今日はレッスンもあったが、色々とありドタバタしていて、さっき居眠りをしてしまった。しかし、珍しくこのまま深い眠りにつけそうなので、このまま眠ることにする。

MK
00:31
2021/04/20

「用意周到」

常日頃から、どのような状況においても準備万端でいたいものだ。特に私のように身体的なハンデがある場合は更に、「用意周到」でいるつもりだ(あまり他人に迷惑をかけたくない)。

Preparation is extremely essential in any aspects. For example, one can not simply run 100 meter. He or she must warm-up before the actual race to avoid any accidents. This is not just vital to physical bodies but one's mind as well.

要するに、本来朝はちゃんとまともな時間に起き、そして夜もせめて00時には寝た方が私の身体にはベストなのだが…

MK
01:32
2021/04/19

「またかよ…」

Why do I always make same mistakes over and over? Perhaps, I maybe genetically impossible to make a strong commitment!

何故普通の時間に寝れないのか？今日は途中大雨警報等が出たりで、私の「身体」と「脳」は何か異常を感じていたようだ。よって、まだ寝付けないがその理由も明白なので、あまり心配はしていない。

However, I wouldn't mind sleeping on a normal hours. Plus, it will certainly be advantage for my physical condition.

MK
02:54
2021/04/18

"CALMNESS"

Tonight, I fell asleep while I was writing this blog. It seemed that I've had spiritually or mentally been so exhausted because I've never had this experience.

いずれにせよ、週末は色々とあったので疲れはててしまった。「コロナウィルス」だけのせいで、ここまでやられてしまうとは、夢にも思わなかった。

Gradually, the number of "Coronavirus" is increasing! We will do what should have been done from last year (the basic: don't go out, wash your hands, and etc). In the meantime, the scholars, the doctors, and the politicians must be doing there jobs properly. Furthermore, forget about Olympics. What is the priority?

MK
02:14
2021/04/17

"GOAL"

My mentor once said, "You ought to attain a GOAL in your life." This conversation was taken right after my disability was determined. I certainly was extraordinary disappointed.

I believe it's been 15 to 16 years now. Time goes by so quickly and that when I was sleeping in the bed at the hospital, my little baby was just five! Oh boy, she's in college now!

According to the doctors and the nurses (and obviously, friends and families), I wouldn't be able to either communicate nor get out of my bed for good. In other words pretty much veggie.

See the thing was my brain wasn't completely smashed. I was able to clearly heard the doctor saying, 「これはもう無理ですね。一生このままです。」

いや〜、ブチギレたのは覚えてます。良く医者が私の家族の前で普通に言えたもんだ。たまに「あいつ」の事は思い出す。まぁ、「あいつ」のおかげで僕の中に残っていた闘争心なり、何クソと言う気持ちが今現在の私は形成しているのかもしれない。しかし、感謝の気持ちはこれっぽっちも無い!

もし、本当にもし、偶然どこかで会ったらこう言ってやりたい。

"F*** you very much. You've been so nice to me. I will never ever and ever forget you." 当然、英語で…

MK
00:33
2021/04/16

「おやすみなさい」

今日は疲れたのと、あまり良い日では無かったので早く寝る事にする。最近だらけているが、もしかしたら私だけではなく、日本と言う国が「コロナウィルス」と言う見えない敵に犯されているその可能性が大きいのではないか…

When is it going to end? Do we see even a glimpse of a light? Who should we trust?

こんな時期にオリンピック？国民をなめんな！Not everybody is healthy like you guys.

MK
01:10
2021/04/15