My mentor once said, "You ought to attain a GOAL in your life." This conversation was taken right after my disability was determined. I certainly was extraordinary disappointed.
I believe it's been 15 to 16 years now. Time goes by so quickly and that when I was sleeping in the bed at the hospital, my little baby was just five! Oh boy, she's in college now!
According to the doctors and the nurses (and obviously, friends and families), I wouldn't be able to either communicate nor get out of my bed for good. In other words pretty much veggie.
See the thing was my brain wasn't completely smashed. I was able to clearly heard the doctor saying, 「これはもう無理ですね。一生このままです。」
いや〜、ブチギレたのは覚えてます。良く医者が私の家族の前で普通に言えたもんだ。たまに「あいつ」の事は思い出す。まぁ、「あいつ」のおかげで僕の中に残っていた闘争心なり、何クソと言う気持ちが今現在の私は形成しているのかもしれない。しかし、感謝の気持ちはこれっぽっちも無い!
もし、本当にもし、偶然どこかで会ったらこう言ってやりたい。
"F*** you very much. You've been so nice to me. I will never ever and ever forget you." 当然、英語で…
MK
00:33
2021/04/16
