“WHY IS MY CELL PHONE SO COMPLICATED"”

Dear Amy❣️,

The day before yesterday, I had no choice but to renew my cell phone: CRASH AND BURN. It's been only three years. I guess it's my fault because the choice I which I made was not suitable for my usage. All I know is that I'm never going to use {H*A*E*} cell phone again. The most recent cell phone which I purchased was {SHARP}. Obviously, so far so good!!!

最新の携帯はものすごく難しく、私達だけでは何もできないよ(PLEASE, JUST COME BACK. I BEG YOU)。今までは、あなたに全て頼りっぱなしだったそのツケが回ってきましたよ…。雅子ちゃんと2人で右往左往しながら、何とかこなしてはいるよがめちゃくちゃ大変🤯

In any rate, I'm still battling with my current cell phone. "Amy, please just come back and fix everything as it was before. What do you think?"

Sincerely yours,

Mitsu Kataoka
12:18 (51)
Monday
2022/06/27

"MY DEAR OLD FRIEND FROM KANSAI"

Dear Amy💟,

Do you remember our old friend from KANSAI REGION? He spent the night to see you! Our initial plan was to go out and enjoy the dinner. However, I wasn't feeling well so we decided to take out the usual food and eat at our house.

ものすごく楽しく良い時間が過ごせたと私は思いましたが、"Amy"が僕の隣に座っていないと言うのは、ものすごくフラストレーションでした。この21年間はずっと一緒だったのに…。

However, I have a big news for you!
Guess what, we have decided to meet again in near future but not here, hopefully at his place, OSAKA. Won't that be great!!!

Sincerely yours,

Mitsu Kataoka
12:43 (50)
Sunshine
Friday
2022/06/24

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"GET UP & DO SOMETHING"

Dear Amy💞,

In my current life, I believe I still lost everything: Meaning, of course, YOU. However, in my small and tiny, but precious heart, we're connected all the time (you do agree with me right?!).

"Amy"がこの世にいないのは、毎日骨つぼを見て、そして触りふれているので現実には、理解は出来ているつもりだが、未だに納得は、到底出来る訳がない！

"Amy, should I do something? Not for any monetary reason, but for my own sake?"「ただ、単純にちょっとだけ休憩をするというのは、どうだろう…なぁ、アドバイスは貰えないの？」"Let me know when you come up with a most suitable answer for me."

Sincerely yours,

Mitsu Kataoka
00:52 (49)
Monday
2022/06/13

"I MISS YOU SO MUCH, AMY"

Dear Amy💘,

If there is a ladder all the way to Heaven, I would definitely climb up and see you and hug you. Where are you now? Are you doing fine? I sincerely hope so.

Even though, I'm still not doing anything in particular, I believe I'm okay with the current situation. I'm trying to take everything slowly and easy.

それでも、"Amy"が僕達のまわりにいないから、やっぱりめちゃくちゃ寂しいよ…写真に話しかけてもね…

こっちはもう梅雨に入ったよ。僕の身体が、1番嫌いで受け付けないシーズン。あと1か月なんとか乗り切りますので、ちゃんと見守っててください。お願いします。それではまたね。

Sincerely yours,

Mitsu Kataoka
12:39 (48)
Friday
2022/06/10

"WHAT SHOULD I DO..."

Dear Amy💘,

Now that I have decided not to do anything in particular (for at least six months), I really don't know what to do!!! I'm not lost but in a sense, I'm castaway. I don't want to do anything but some of my part body tells me that I should do something for my health.

一度ちょっとだけ思ったのは、娘の『叡美』"Amy"の遺品の整理。写真から始めようと思ったが、私の手だけではなく、身体も同時に動かず、かわりに涙があふれてしまい、凄く辛過ぎた。やはり、まだ無理のようだ。

おそらく完璧に梅雨の時期に入ってしまったようだ。1ヶ月はずっと部屋にいると思う。この時期に『叡美』の部屋に入り、写真の整理をしようかとは思う。

However, is it possible...

Sincerely yours,

Mitsu Kataoka
03:09 (47)
Tuesday
2022/06/07

『何故、急にさみ〜の？！』

Dear Amy😍,

やっぱり、急激な気温の変化に耐える事はまだまだ難しいみたいだ。もう、17年から18年もたっているのに…。そして、Amyも居なくなってから、もう8ヶ月もたつのに…。今日みたいな日は、なんだか外が特に暗く、どんよりとした日：僕の心は全く落ち着かないよ。Amyは、どうかな？

I miss you dearly. How come I can't touch you nor feel you? I believe I'm going nuts on you!!! I don't know if I can go on like this (meaning the life without you)!!!

梅雨も嫌い。Amyがいない今のこの世はもっと嫌い。どうすれば、良いと思う？

Sincerely yours,

Mitsu Kataoka
13:57 (45)
Tuesday
2022/05/31