今日はちょっと調子も良くなく、嫌な頭痛もあるので、レッスンとこのブログ(日記/journal)もパスさせてください。
皆様も十分に気をつけてください。
MK
23:02
2021/03/18
「寝て〜!!!」
What the heck am I supposed to be doing? I couldn't sleep (again) and I certainly cannot miss those classes I have today.
全然眠くならない。やっぱり運動(俺の場合は散歩かルームランナー)して、体力つかわんと！
頑張ろうと言う言葉はあまり好きではないが、まぁとにかく"Take it Easy"で今日を進もう！
MK
06:44
2021/03/17
「怠い」
This is exactly how I feel right now:
LETHARGIC. According to Cambridge Dictionary, it means to "have little energy; feeling unwilling and unable to do anything."
I do admit that I am a lazy bum but the circumstance might be different than the usual situation. There is somewhere eagerness that I must be working on (preparing for tomorrow's listen).
しかし、今日はしんどい….
MK
20:23
2021/03/16
"FOR THE FIRST TIME..."
I've never intentionally skipped our lesson (maybe for the past 10 years). I was deadly asleep, when I heard someone banging the door from downstairs.
At the same time, my only daughter alerting me and said, "I think the kids are asking to let us in."
結局今日はレッスンができず、振替をする事になった。本当に子供達とお母様方に迷惑をかけてしまい、申し訳ないと思っている。
The moral here is that I should never and ever expect to understand what the others are trying to acknowledge when you are not confirmed.
MK
00:28
2021/03/16
"PURPOSE"
Is there a purpose in one's life? I've attended a Christian college in States. The majority of the students were Christian and their color of the skin was white.
"Is religion an important factor in one's life?" I grew up in a typical Japanese house where all my neighbors were Buddhist (I believe). Unlike States, we don't dress up and attend church every Sunday.
What I'm trying to say is this: If everything goes normal, I would have at least 20 to 30 years to live. In other words, what do I do? Or, what can I do?
哲学者でもなく、宗教家でもなく、私は単純に知りたいだけなのです。「何故動物は存在するのか。」
MK
23:08
2021/03/14
"POURING RAIN"
"What was that noise? Thunder?" Well, the rain was horrible today. Thus, I couldn't do anything but asked my wife to give a call to one of my students to cancel the lesson.
Took a sleeping pill because I did not want to face the reality: うっさい！ Don't get me wrong, I don't want to end my life. All I wanted to do was to sleep for a couple of hours while the rain and the thunder was hitting on our planet.
Even now (after a couple of hours), I can't think straight. 今日は疲れた…天災は実にしんどいよ。
MK
23:10
2021/03/14
「季節の変わり目」
ようやく私が何とか復活し、「さあ、これからだ」と、思ったら今度は生徒達が体調を崩してしまったようだ😭
There are certain things in one's life which cannot be controlled: DISEASES. However, what we can do is to wash our hands (whenever possible) and gargle or rinse out those germs. On top of that, one of the doctors informed to take as much fluid as possible.
結局のところは何が正しいのかいまいちわかりかねます。ただひとつわかるのは可能な限り外出を避ければいいのでは…
MK
22:51
2021/03/12
