For my health, I must sleep for certain hours. However today, I haven't slept yet!!!
なんだか先程から頭が重く、怠いなーとは思っていたのだが、どうやらこれはやはり睡眠不足だのようだ。そういえば、寝ていなかった…
What a day, what a day!!! I lost two students today (I'm just too damn tired to explain what really happened)! I'm not going to complain anything because whatever I say, I have no intention to become a moaner. Plain and simple, two students left. Sad, but that's life.
MK
18:09
2021/01/27
大方、病気(例えば私の場合脳出血)の人間は病院の先生方に「血圧を気にしてください」と注意を受ける。私は大柄(俗に言うデブ)であるため、体重も当然痩せる様指摘が毎回ある。
I do realize the fact that I am "fat," but in terms of weight-wise, just barely above normal (or plain overrated individual). Hence, what seems to be the problem then???
What should I focus on? Blood pressure or weight, perhaps both? I suppose I must exercise more often (because I do nothing, and I mean literally nothing).
いずれにせよ、体を動かさなければこのままだと恐らく私は死ぬと思う！学生の頃、それこそ死ぬ程運動をしていたからだと思うが、まだその貯金がわずかだが残っているんだと思う。とにかく、動こう！！このままは嫌だ！
MK
22:37
2021/01/26
Long week has begun. Started out with, of course, the rain... However, my mind was rather better than the usual. How come?
Oh, yes! I have to mention one important factor and that is "I couldn't sleep until noon!"
よって、結構しんどい。さらに結局のところ睡眠時間はおそらく1時間前後だろう。ヤバイ！とにかく痙攣止めの薬を普段より多めに飲んでおく。そしてもう眠いので眠ることにしよう。
MK
20:02
2021/01/25
昨日からずっ〜と嫌なながい雨が続いている。天候上、必要なのかも知れないが、私は気分が滅入ってしまう。プラス、頭痛も一緒にやってくるので嫌になる…
A couple of days ago, one of my student's mother informed that they would not be joining the class as of next month. Instead of attending my class, he or she will be tutored by her mother because of availability in times.
What kind of BS is that?
Well, I guess I just have to let it go, huh...
MK
23:07
2021/01/24
Just maybe, it wasn't my day today. It rained a bit, thus, my head was banging as if I was at a pachinko parlor for more than 48 hours straight (just to clarify my view, I have nothing against pachinko parlors). I can't stand the NOISE and the LIGHTINGS. I believe it might have a negative impact towards my brain.
結果、今日と明日で体調を元に戻し、月曜日からまたレッスンに邁進していく予定!
MK
00:20
2021/01/24
There are certain places which I must go but preferably, I would like to take a rain check if I can.
The foremost place is the hospital. Every three months, I need to get a shot taken by the doctor called Botox. It releases my tension thus, I would like to receive this more often.
The last place is the dentist. He's a great guy but I just don't like being treated.
今回の治療は後2回で終るが、おそらく又どこかが痛むのだろう。私は歯の痛みより、あの「音」が耐えられない。
"Can you..."
MK
23:55
2021/01/22
I had to skip my lesson today, due to my physical condition. Obviously, I was not able to do anything besides watching TV.
授業の問題づくりも本当はしたかったのだが、頭が回らず不可能だった。生徒達には本当に申し訳ない気持ちでいっぱい…
"Get your ass up and do something!" Starting tomorrow though.
MK
19:56
2021/01/21
